I hate everything about everything and everyone and if you understood what was good for me you’d have left me a miserable no count sledding into suicide in peace. You had to come in and hold me up and I leaned in and now now there is nothing because that’s the way the cookie crumbles man thems the fucking breaks and I wish you could just look me in the eyes and say, I never gave a damn, you disgust me, now get out of my face.
I can hate easier than I can hurt and now nothing is beautiful and everything hurts so fuck you and your smile and your laughter and the joy you brought me. Fuck you and everything I loved about you.
He said he said he said there was nothing to fear boy
And he said he said he said worthless are your tears boy
Just realize your senses and realize your worth
Just realize your essence, first.
Don’t you know that I
I’ll never be the same again
I, I want to walk in the sun.
I am alive and well again
No more bittersweet, no more good pain, no more.